去学校影院看法国导演Philippe Garrel电影“J'entends plus la guitare”(1991)彩色片仍拍出黑白效果1948年出生的他“68”成为生命里无法摆脱的烙印另一部电影“regular lovers”(2005)也与此有关摄影机迫近人物观察细微表情变化环境退为次要幻灭的一代淑芬两腿中间又痒了面对爱毒品美国文化
dont look back, look forward, thiss the hard reality. days has already long past when they are letting us in. #truth maybe im not your title girl anymore, if you cant be honest w me at least be honest w urself, do not try to deflect this on to me like im the one saying no first, i thought we can trust each other, my sentiments, rly. i cant describe, well dont worry ill be out of ur hair soon, this time i want to be proactive abt my well-being, called taking control. i dont want to be just active to ur reaction to me but also my own dealing w it, difficult times, big deal.